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Stress and work. [Feb. 2nd, 2005|06:55 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]

Well i haven't wirtten on here for a cool minute (a very long time) but since i'm actually home and not dirving to the ends of the earth i just thought i'd write. between work and driving i think i pull in about 2 to 3 hours of sleep in a day on average. and what sucks is i don't get paid till fri. i have no gas and i don't know how i'm going to get to work. it's sad when you can't afford to go to work. *sigh* oh well. Luvs ya kim and mellie and scott and sammie and ricardo and kirby and jeff and any and all people that consider me a friend on here. miss you guys a lot. and to hell with all you bastards that think i'm a girlfriend thief. you can't steal a girl morons! women are people not property! It's not my fault that you guys fuck up and your girl leaves you and comes to me. if your girlfriend is talking to me than you've got a problem! not me! It's not my fault! And how about all you shit talkers stop talking shit and just come to my house and fight like men! or at least talk shit to my face so i don't have to hear about all this BS! it's driving me crazy! and if you take offense to this than your probably talking shit and this applies directly to you! just to make things clear for any idiots out there. I love all that love me! And if you don't like me than see me than bitches! g2g. got to drive. Late.

P.S. I"M RICK JAMES BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *meow*
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Disturbing thoughts [Nov. 15th, 2004|12:03 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Gondor theme - Howard shore]

Have you ever just woke up one morning and had the urge to kill anyone and everyone whom you don't trust or feel has wronged you or people who given the chance would kill or hurt you or someone you love? i don't know. maybe it's cause i saw seeds of chucky or something. I don't get it. i mean.....there are like 10 people i seriously want to kill right now. 10 is a lot of people. and for no particular reason either. Just people that i really don't trust or people who annoy me. especially those people that take personal buisness and spread it around for all to hear so they can get attention. and then they only tell half of the story to make themselves look like the victim. then they do stupid shit like make up survey's and ask people questions that everybody knows is about something that happened between that person and somebody else thus making it completley obvious what that person is trying to get at. for example: "If you had a best friend who put the moves on your bf/gf and they accepted, what would you do?" or something like that. i would kill them. (given of course that was actually the case and i hadn't interfered in their relationship in the first place then making anything that happened as a result of that interferance completley my fault for interfering in the first place.) and if i didn't kill him i would kill myself for being to much of a sissy to even fight him at least. especialy if i said i wanted to fight him and then i see him on the street and i don't do anything at all. but hey that's just me. but it's people that do stupid shit that really puts me in murderous moods. i really need to get a job soon. Sitting and waiting for my car to get out of the shop is giving me too much time to think. way too much time. Well i g2g. maybe a smoke will calm my nerves.
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2004|01:23 pm]
[mood |hungryhungry]
[music |Laid to rest-Lamb of God]


. Slept in your bed: That would be me.

. Saw you cry: My mother some 8 years ago.

. You shared a drink with: me.

. You went to the movies with: roc, yonton, ahmad

. You went to the mall with: Me. (im such a loner)

. Yelled at you: probably princess. lol.

. Sent you an email: Snee!


. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: i don't say it unless i mean it.

. California: Won't let me escape!

. Hawaii: plan on it.

. Mexico: Not yet.

. China: Maybe. (they might think i'm godzilla and shoot me.)

. Canada: i don't think so eh.


. Danced naked: sometimes in the shower

. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next
day: all the time.

. Wish you were the opposite sex: not really. Guys are stupid but we can pee standing up!

. Had an imaginary friend: no.

. Do you have a crush on someone: of course.

. What book are you reading now: Battle Royale 7, 8, & 9.


. Worst feeling in the world: Making someone you love cry.

. Future son's name: Quinn Calieb Jones II (i like my name so maybe he might)

. Future daughter's name: Lauren Arwen Jones

. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope. Just my sword and CD player.

. What's under your bed: Next Question. *kicks leg under bed* lol

. Favorite sport to watch: American Football!

. Location: Mountains.

. College plans: None.

. Piercings/tattoos: None/None yet.

. Do you drink: only for celebration or depression

. Who is your best friend: Male-Yonton Female-Snee

. What are you most scared of: Losing the ones i love.

. What clothes do you sleep in: Whatever i have on at the time or my boxers. (hey...im a guy.)

. Where do you want to get married: On a hill between some trees with a river running through it and a gentle brezze blowing.

. Who do you really hate: Those people who talk shit then when you see them they don't say anything.

. Been in Love: Yep

. Do you drive: Excepionally

. Do you have a job: soon

. Do you like being around people: only my friends

. Are you for world peace: I suppose so. But it will only be obtained through war. i would fight for it.

. Are you a health freak: anyways.....


. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Nope.

. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: my mom called me a lazy good for nothing when i was young but i don't think mom's count.

. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not really. just someone i could relate too.

. Want someone you don't have right now: thats a very complicated question.

. Are you lonely right now: i suppose so.

. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: Frantic-Metallica

. Do you want to get married: yes.

. Do you want kids: as many as my wife can push out. lol. I love the little people!


. Room in house: Bathroom. (Sweet privacy. Sweet silence.)

. Type(s) of music: Metal, Rap, Classical, Trance

. Band/Group(s): KSE, LOG, Shadows Fall, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Atreyu, Chimaria, Metallica,
G-unit, Snoop Dogg, Killer mike, D 12, Eminem, Young Buck, Royce 59,
Motzart, Howard Shore, John Williams, Beethoven
DJ Mystic, DJ Irene, Moby

. Month: November. (Thanksgiving! Hello!)

. Stone: Diamond (unbreakable like me! Plus it's me birthstone)

. Flower: Rose.


. Cried: No

. Bought something: Yes ( I'M RICH BIATCH!!!!)*honk honk*

. Gotten sick: nope

. Sang: a little

. Said "I love you": yes

. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes

. Met someone: yes

. Missed someone: yes

. Hugged someone: no

. Kissed someone: no
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Anger Management [Oct. 22nd, 2004|04:51 pm]
[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |Lamb of god-Laid to rest]

The feeling in my gut gets stronger
the more and more i think.
I can't explain how to deal with it all.
Is there nothing i can do?
Anger, frustration, and the sinister thoughts
of the death of the person who's pissing me off
but at first it was one
and now there are more
it is far to much for me to ignore.

Eliminate any opposition
Destroy your enemies.
Obliterate your adversary
Only then you will find peace.

Voices inside of my head
tell me to solve the problem
the most brutal and savage of ways
Stop holding it it.
Let the destruction begin.
To hell with anger management
i've held it all in
for far too long.
I'm ready to snap at the first person
who slips up and runs there mouth
im tired of keeping it Sleeping and caged

Eliminate any opposition
Destroy your enemies
Obliterate your adversary
Only then will you find peace

Peace talks are hopeless
if you were sorry
it wouldn't have gotten this far
your mouth has written a check
that your ass can't cash
so now prepare for war!

Eliminate any opposition
Destroy your enemies
Obliterate your adversary
Only then will you find peace
I'm ready for war!
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Bones, stones, and pinecones. The Vocational War. [Oct. 22nd, 2004|10:08 am]
[mood |mischievousready for war!]
[music |The Last Samurai]

Captian's Log-October 22, 2004. 10:40.

I never thought i would see the day where any trade would dare to test the might of the Electrical shop. Mabee they are big headed after conquering carpentry and landscaping. Maybe they wanted a challenge. But, after our beloved secritary met an army of tile setters throwing pinecones and rocks in our shop when she opened the door, we have no choice but to defend our shop. As of 16:00 October 21, 2004 the vocational war has begun. an alliance have been made with the landscapers and the electricians. In my opinion a foolish move by one of our younger members. It is not the quantity of the warriors but the quality of them. No one seems to understand that. perhaps we can put an end to this war before it gets out of hand but, one can only hope. We must come out victorious not only for ourselves but for the good of the rest of the center.
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What are you talking about? I didn't steal this from kimmy.....<.< >.> .....MEOW! [Oct. 16th, 2004|09:33 am]
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |Shadows Fall-The light that blinds]

Your Inner Kitty
by gifted_one
Fur lengthShort
ColorsLight Gray, green eyes
Kitty accessoriesNone
Favorite thing to say"Wanna be friends?"
# of lives you have left8
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Poetic IQ Test Results............ [Oct. 6th, 2004|02:28 am]
[mood |creativecreative]
[music |Infomercials]

Your General Poetic Knowledge Score is 9 out of a possible 11.

0-3 You do not yet possess enough knowledge of general poetic terms, structure, forms, and techniques to be considered knowledgeable in this form of literature. An Educational course on general poetic techniques would benefit you greatly.

4-7 You have a good knowledge of general poetic terms, structure, forms, and techniques. People at this level have generally taken basic or advanced level poetry courses, or have spent considerable time in studying this form of literary endeavor. Improvement from this level can be achieved relatively easy as you already have a good basic foundation of knowledge.

8-11 You have an excellent grasp of poetic form, structure, and technique. People at this level have generally taken advanced-level study in literature or have completed advanced poetry courses. They have often spent considerable time writing, developing their own poetic "voice," and their own techniques. People at this level, particularly if they can apply their knowledge of poetic form and structure to their own work, are considered among the most talented of poetic artists.
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IQ test results............. [Oct. 6th, 2004|02:06 am]
[mood |distresseddistressed]
[music |Lupin the 3rd]

Congratulations, Quinn!
Your IQ score is 126

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Insightful Linguist. This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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random [Sep. 27th, 2004|02:22 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |the auto mechanic on the phone]

Your Superhero Persona
by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameCaffeine Boy
Super PowerIrresistable Sexuality
EnemyCircus Clowns
Mode Of TransportationGiant Hamster Named Skippy
WeaponVinyl Records
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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but....i really don't see myself as a king......... [Sep. 8th, 2004|03:06 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |WWIII - ruff ryders]


Your like Aragorn. You are brave and honest. You fight for the freedom of all and you do not give in easily. You would make a great leader but you are very independant and like time alone. You know your surroundings well and you enjoy being close to nature.

Well this is very interesting. after a very long and drawn out day yesterday its good to relax. For those of you who don't know already, i'm going to make this point very clear. DON"T ACCUSE ME OF SHIT UNLESS YOU HAVE HARD EVIDENCE!!!!! I really don't like being upset, I'm not giving up my friends for anyone, and for once in my life i really don't care what anyone thinks. Other than that i've been pretty good. i miss my mellie. i think i'll call her later. well i've got to go shower and think of a conceivable and easy way to put gas in my car. Well wish me luck! Peace.

-Battles are not won in the mind or in the body. They are won in the will.- Anonymous.
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